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So im still battling bouts of depression, regrets of leaving home and im still trying to get rid of the doubts that i made the right decisions. Im still working the same job, ive lived in the same crappy apartment for over a year. All of the friends ive made here have moved on, they all have kids or their own lives to deal with or have dropped of the map completely. So. I dont know why i even bother writing shit here, maybe its to help me express myself somewhere and maybe just maybe someone will read this, i doubt it though. I left all of my friends corection i left my only friend back in maryland and have failed to make a single new one, ive met people i can talk to and be scocial with at work but thats it. I miss having someone to bullshit around with, someone to go shopping with, someone to do nothing with and still be content. I am still dating the same girl, i love her but the pot is just starting to get under my skin, she treats it like her blood if she doesnt have it she acts like the world is ending and just rages, and she just sleeps all day untill its time for her to go to her terrible minimum wage job. I work my days off i work overtime when possible and more overtime and then some more. If i didnt have my job i think i would be miserable because my job gives me somthing to do. My daily routine is wake up smoke a cigarette grab 1.06$ walk to the corner store get an energy drink walk back smoke a cigarette drink my energy drink find clothes wake everyone up get in the shower grab my things for work wait for them to finish smoking weed tell my girlfriend i love her kiss her even though she smells of ash and burnt bullshit get my room mate in my car go to the gas station get another energy drink go to work work all day leave work go home watch netflix wait untill im dead tired for my girlfriend to get home tell her i love her go to bed rinse repeat, same shit almost everyday. I support my house hold and my meager cheque i pay for everything upfront and they pay me back... eventually if they havent spent their money on marijuana or paraphanalia which happens more often than i would like, i do have a week of for vaction in august, im looking forward to that. I think this will be all il put in here for a little bit.



Romman

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SpiritusLibero
14:29 Jun 23 2014

So after everything you have been through, losing friends you had here or the ones you left behind in Maryland, what have you come across now? You have been here for atleast five years. What now? Is everything still the same or are you still bored as hell caught up in the same routine :(

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